confession

Friday, December 24, 2010

beginilah nasib...

salam..

malam 23 December 2010..'
dapur umh kami banjir..
boiler n mesin basuh rosak..
maka. tiada. bekalan. air panas! di musim yg makin sejuk ni! 
owg putih..cuti since dorng raya..lmbt lg la org leh dtg  baiki


Lucky we r not in Bastogne! =(



beginilah nasib


Friday, December 17, 2010

a step closer

salam

Today we received news of our kyuem senior mas afzal due to cancer
I only him once during MOC in 2008
yet another pejuang dijemput Illahi
may his ruh be bless by Him- alFatihah
Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un

this is his thought http://masafzal.blogspot.com/
please read n u know what i mean
n for me while
fighting with cancer he is still strong in sharing n finding knowledge


as today I'm a year older
its also a reminder that life is short n we r a step closer to death.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Pika-chi! a.k.a chikova

ok..ok

aku dah ubah nama ko jdi pika-chi lol. gbungn pika n chichi haha
cara sebutan mcm org sebut pikachu!
pe aku ngarut ni aku pun x thu.. sbb sekrng pukul 2.. dan aku x leh tido..  
 maka sbb mode homesick pun ade.. n mode rindu kat kawan aku yg pelik nie...aku pun tulis la post ini khas utk anda wahai saudari Nurul Syafikah!!
jgn risau aku x kn wat statement yg mnjtuhkn saham ko  ahaks... dh jnji kn 
siape die? haha.. die la kawan yg aku knl sejak aku blik dri UK or pindah kat taman perumahan tu..
so basiclly sejak 2001.. tanpa budak pelik ni.. maka tiada la aktiviti yg leh aku join kt kawasan perumhan tu..

To think about it... hurmm. bnyk gk aktiviti mesra rakyat yg kite join kn...
haha.. ygt pasti ko mmg pengaruh rakan sebaya terbesar aku di kala aku kebosanan.. 
maka sekarang aku mg rindu that moment we spend together ..ececeh.. touchng2 lak tpi cius..
dihati ku.. sunyi..sunyi..sunyi... ( nyanyi gaya 6 sense)
 rindu aktiviti jalan2 cari makn kite - kerang rebus, roti plata +nasi lemak, chickn chop.. dan etc. aku rase next turn gilirn ko blnje aku  =P.
rndu juge aktiviti merayau kite gi tesco x thu nk bli pape n bzir duit tu..

ndu juge.. pillow talk n melalak dlm kereta nyanyi lgu nth pape.. uhuks..
. dan rindu juge wat keje2 gile budget jogging pdhl x jog sngt pun... main bubbles.. n other stuff... sbb nk meng-vainkn diri dpn camera!! hahha mcm gmbo candid kt bwh ni..!
ni muke bengang die... dgn org jual tudung ke jamu ntah.. x bpe ingt lol
tpi yg pasti klu die bngang sume pkataan kuar haha
mmg expressi yg tak leh sorok punyer ar!

0dw  gi Ulu Klang
budget drebar cool
mode mncapap dpn cam!
makan dok ingt dunia! lol

Keja kita mmg makan2 n mrayau je ish2,,,. nk wat mcm ne kn dah duk tanam anggur je.. uhu..

kenapa aku kte ko pelik?? haha. sbb sjk 10 thun knl ko  .. ko mmg bnyk ragam


gurau je jgn mare.. =) its just this girl is soo unique in every way!  
Selamat mencari kerja! n 2012 tu pun if the world doesn't end! baru aku leh blik jumpe ko - tiok! (fav icon ko kt gomo tu)


Till then ..jage diri molek..ppe buzz je kt ym n skpe...
<--(^_^)--> hugs


lots of <3... from Pah yg ko kte skema nie! 




Monday, December 13, 2010

Cuti-cuti Winter Sonata

salam... and hello!

Yeay!!! leap of joy..sambil melompat2..!!

saya dah cuti! I mean cuti sem!! 
Finally the moment yg ditunggu-tunggu..
cuti ni I will be in Manchester, Cardiff then back to Edinburgh for Hogmanay 
just before new year..  ade membe2 yg akn dtg melawat aku dri notts ho ho ho

soo Holiday mode is ON!!

oh how I wish I'm near the beach... n get away from this old weather!

n bile time stress2 mcm ni.. pling best tngok variety show 1night 2 day...
mmg lawak gile r tngok dorng2 ni.. leh tergolek2 tngok gelagat 6 jejaka ni..

2d1n rock!!!


but of coz the harsh reality yg mnyebabkn aku kne kembali di dunia yg nyata adalah,,,, 
revision work-load!!! omg! bnyk gile readings kot.. smpai juling dh mata ni nk bce journals... 
leh x hire org summarised paper journals n report je kt kite... haha
if only world is that easy... 

I guess no matter what we still need to strive for success ryte?
damn!


this will be me a week before exams!

I guess I better keep going with doing the revisions!

or else



Saturday, December 11, 2010

Tiada Tajuk

Assalamualaikum

Sejak beberapan hari ini masa berlalu dengan amat pantas...
rasa seperti baru sebentar hari Isnin berlalu.. namun kini sudah hari Sabtu huhu.. senarai-senarai aktiviti saya masih tertangguh.Ya Allah... berkati lah masa yang diberikan.. dan mudah-mudah dipermudahkan urusan ku.. 

Saya telefon abah dan ummi saya,.. dan saya terkejut apabila abah saya bercerita dia kemalangan baru2 ini.. mengikut katanya.. dia kemalangan di selekoh. kerana kereta dilorong lain memakan jalan nya,, maka untuk mengelak die ke tepi dan kereta berpusing-pusing... uhu
namun.. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah.. abah ku tidak cedera.. namun keretanya cedera parah,, di hospital bengkel.. duit boleh dicari untuk membaiki kereta ,,namun nyawa .. kehidupan hanyalah sekali..
dan aku amat2 bersyukur abahku.. sihat dan terselamat... TQ Allah.. kerana melindungi abah ku, ='(
buat Abah.. berhati-hati dan mudah-mudahan terhindar dari bencana dan kemalangan... Amin..
Berada jauh di perantauan.. menyebabkan hati saya bertambah gusar. uhu
pada mulanya saya tidak merancang untuk balik pada musim panas.. namun setelah berfikir dan fikir.. macam-macam perkara yg buruk yg aku fikirkan uhu.. bagaimana jikalau ada perkara buruk berlaku ketika saya disini?? Nauzubillah... minta dijauhi.. Aku sayang sangat kepada keluarga ku..
Oh Allah please protect them..

Alhamdulillah juga.. saya sudah habis praktikal..
dan bersyukur dgn markah yg diperolehi.. juga gembira ada peningkatan dalam prestasi diri berbanding dengan markah praktikal saya yg pertama ^_^
maka sekarang sedang bertungkus lumus menyiapkan presentation saya on Parkinson Disease in relation to depression.. presentation ini melibatkan group work.. maka bahagian saya adalah side-effect ubat-ubatan yg diambil oleh pesakit PD .. Naqib yang bakal farmasis.. boleh tolong?? lol
insyaAllah next week adalah minngu terakhir sebelum cuti.. maka kena tolak ke gear 4 untuk menelaah untuk peperiksaan.. .. harap2 virus M (malas) tidak dtg .. I really need to do revision.. 
oh yea... cuaca.. makin elok.. salji juga sudah cair.. and buat beberapa hari ini.. ramalan cuaca tidak menunjukkan suhu negative... range sekrang dari 2-7 degree celcius...maka tidak lah kebekuan macam beberapa hari yg lepas.. -18 dan -16 degree celcius.. sama suhu dengan peti ais 
oh ya.. saya tak tahu nak kasi post ini tajuk apa.. sudah banyak tajuk bertajuk update dan recently.. maybe selepas u peeps membaca.. u can kasi cadangan tajuk.. ?lol

tapi buat masa..ini saya letak tiada tajuk la.. haha


until then...  
have a nice day where ever u r..


Monday, December 6, 2010

Tahun Baru...

Assalamualaikum wbt

I'm not the best person to say this.. as I am myself weak...
people have said that once u feel u r getting weaker.. u have to fight it.. and its not by depending and getting support from others.. but to look within ur self.. muhasabah within u..and ur relationship with Allah,..

As I  said.I'm reminding me self.. but Hopes... Strength and Hard work.. And Doa' 
will perhaps lead us a better year this year.. 

Have..a...

 Sweet and Bless Maal Hijrah...
1432 H

Thursday, December 2, 2010

study ... but brrr.. too cold!

السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته



It's still snowing..+_+
below is the above view from the NASA satellite...taken before lunch time o the 2/12/10
pretty white isn't it hehe

snow satellite


oh well .. I'm preparing for exams due January..
honestly I won't have enough time because it's holiday soon.. InsyaAllah will travel somewhere... and  guest will be coming.. so better study beforehand =)
Thanx to my best best best friend who keep making me realized that I should start now than later...

its -9 now...
and in our flat its 11 degree Celcius..
if kat malaysia ni aircond sampai 16 degree je...

so I guess u can imagine the cold air in my room...
this is the time I regret to appreciate the nice weather before...
as Allah had given us masa yg senang before..
in this context is masa yg senang to study..
because right now.. I'm sitting on a chair,.,. wrap up with duvet... wearing thick cloth.. fluffy stoking.. and a hot water bottle while even struggling to pull out both of my arms out-- its just too cold! brrr...

so..the moral is,..
don't waste the moments at ease given.. as the hardship may come later as a test,...
then..its rather too late to regret ..uhuks +_+



till then..I'm off to bed... 

Nyte2 =)

Wassalam

Snowvember to snowcember!

Assalamualaikum...

I have been pretty busy doing placement works and enjoying my day off!

As you know, heard,or seen in Tv or something.. the East of UK... has been badly hit by the snowy bliss!

It started during the weekend on the 28/11/10 and still ongoing
range of temperature is between 2 degrees Celsius to -7 degree...
and is expected to increase by next week...


Its amazing how small structures that Allah have made.. can disrupt our routine... and even effect the economy! 
as it is Allah who has spread out the earth for (His) creature..
then which of the favours of your Lord will you deny?? (55:10 and 13)

My university had been close since Monday untill today....
so I haven't bee to uni yet 
the number 30 bus which I usually take to uni also couldn't reach uni due to the conditions of the road...
and today I'm suppose to go on the train to placement.. but my clinician had advice me to cancel the trip.. 
she called me when I was at the train station =(.. bless her..she is soo nice! but there goes my 8.30 pound go to waste..

This saturday I am suppose to do a 70ft abseiling down Arthur's Seat Craig..but it's postponed on the 22nd January which I may not be able to do =(

For the time being.. I have to do self-reading regards from being snowed in at home!Lets just pray that everything will get better so that I can go to placement and uni by next week!

Well I have been enjoying the snow too much lately... no doubt that I love snow very very much!

wanna see some pictures?? ^_^










In Bristo Square


This is in the town of Edinburgh: during the winter wonderland festival!

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