confession

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

on placement


salam..

sedar x sedar.. dah seminggu dah start kelas.. uhuhuhuhu....
and I am still trying to blend in the fact that i am now a 2nd year student.. who will face tougher challenges trough out the course..

after a few busy and tiring day.. now I have the time to actually update something in this little diary of mine.. =) ...


today is Tuesday...
and today is when my clinical placement start... I was pretty much tired.. I was introduced with children i had never observed before. I was amused, amazed or perhaps stun with what i had experienced.
Today, I met children with autism. I have read about them before, some say they are gifted with certain talents.. and some say there have a serious problem with their personality and behavior.
They are soo good in numbers, but lacking with language development. Well I still don't know much about them.. and I'm not an expert.. but having a chance to meet and observed them, make me more thankful of who i am. and it make me realized, Allah knows what best for his creations. How people have a really good intelligibility in one area, and lack in other area, really make me wonder how unique our brain is.. i mean some people with autism are really interested or i should say obsessed with what they loved. For example, the child might love cars, thus perhaps a 5 year old with autism, can actually memorised all the car models with one go.. how amazing is that. I even met a boy who actually know all species of fish.
Subhanallah.. Only Allah knows the mystery of his creation.
I would love to tell you more about it.. but its just to0 confidential and I have to rush somewhere after this so just make it nice and simple..

Never then less... I have a very enjoyable placement.. its a good 1st clinical placement =).. have a very supporting clinician and peer who went on placement with me.


oh ya... below.. was just my weekend pictures.. I went out to look for my placement.. I when lingering about at the city center... and happily bought a new coat at new look.. but accidentally
bought a very2xx large size!!!! but I went and change it the next day,.. and are now happy with it. hari berikutnye,, pergi ke carboot.. with beyh and teah =) n beli a vase, a jcket. with hrga 1 pound only!!!! =)
and i paling best.. I bought 2 bouquet of pink and white roses with yellow and purple carnation =).. hehe sbb nk challenge teah nie.. bunga kat bilik die dh berkembang mekar.. while mine sedang berputik2.. ehhehe..

ps: walau dh duk sini setahun .. Edinburgh is still a very2x nice and beautiful city.. I just love Edinburgh.. (especially when it's warm..but its a total horror when angin Edinburgh dtg mengacau.. urgh,, )
hehe
tata.. wassalam .. here are the pictures!




kereta yang lawa lagi antique....kat dgn hotel

I just like this lamp post!

can u see an alphabet up in the sky??
A...for?? =)
subhanallah ryte =)

my beautiful pink, and white roses near my window seal! ^_~
Kawaiii!!!!!!!!!








that all...
^_^

wassalam...

Friday, September 25, 2009

kelas dah start.. new chapter had begun...


salam......


Pejam celik. pejam celik.. sudah 25 september.. dah 2 hari saya kembali ke edinburgh...

miss a lots of class... since class start since 21st of september..

arrived at my new flat by 7.30 pm.. alhamdulillah ade kwn2 yg supporting n tolong angkatkn barang2 yg distoragekn kat bilik wawan.. =) so it was less tiring for me to unpack and mengemas apa yg ptut =0)

i'm happy with my new room.. its nice and sweet =)

my cozy bed =)

. belum hias bilik nieh tol2 lgi ehhe.. my housemate pkat bli brg2 IKEA and carboot .. then i might find some cactus or plants to make my room lively =)

. disebabkan keinginan utk beraya di malaysia.. terpksa skip bebrape kelas..blik2 je.. bnyk gile info yg perlu catch up huhu. especially i'm doing clinical plcement starting next week.. hehe

and alhamdullillah.. dpt area berdekatan je.. and iA.. dpt clinician yg best!

. since I love kids!!!! alhamdullillah.. dpt wat bhagian bdk2 kcik =) with autism, down syndrome.. and asperger syndrome...

. semoga dipermudahkan ku utk mepelajari sesi2 clinical di clinic.. ameen...

. I am nervous. but I can't wait to learnt more about it..

. selain dri info2 psal placement yg bnyk i missed out.. huhu i still need to catch up Neurology, speech and hearing sciences.. and clinical linguistic lectures.. =(...

. new terminology need to be memorised!.. and lucky enuf.. walaupun missed phonetics class on wednesday... saya dpt msuk another phonetics group on thursday.. yeaay!! so x la miss learning new sounds that i'm still struggling with..ahaks.. but still it's still worth spending eid with my family..!!! miss them a lot now.. uhuhu i hope they all hve fun bck in terengganu =(...



keluarga ku..






. so hopefully trough out 2nd year nie.. a lots of experiences can be obtained!!

AJA-AJA FIGHTING!!!!



Wednesday, September 16, 2009

salam...

today is te 16th.. yesterday...... was the 15th.. huu..
hurm.. kegagalan menimpa diriku semalam... namun ia hanya semalam.. dan saya terima.. itula keputusan yang terbaik for me..yeala.. xde rezeki kan.. leh cube lgi lain kali =))).. insyaAllah,,,

pe terjadi semalam??? hehe.. xpe la.. biarla rahsia.. =) tahun depan saya cube lagi!!!!!!! aja-aja fighting!!!!

sedar x sedar,.. dh 26 ramadhan.. uhuhu.. time pass by so fast.. so silently.. sometimes without us acknowledge and realizing it... =(.. oh.. how precious time is.. sudahkah saya sudah cukup berusaha dlm mencapai keredhaanNYA di bulan ramadhan yg mulia ini????... sudahkah saya sudah cukup berusaha.. menghabiskan masa dirumah utk membantu dan menjga hati kedua ibu bapaku??
ku perlu bermuhasabah lgi..mudahan pada hari2 esok ku akn lebih beristiqamah..
oh Allah.. berikan ku kekuatan... ameen..

7 hari lagi.. ku akan kembali ke bumi scotland.. iA..

akan ku manfaatkan 6 hari bersama keluarga ku.. dan akan ku manfaatkan lgi masa ini... seblum syawal menjelang........hopefully.. semoga urusan dan perjalanan ku dipermudahkan.

to be continue...

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Salam.. and good morning...

pada pagi yg dihiasi embun2 pagi.. seiringan dengan kicauan-kicauan burung yang sedang mencari rezeki dan berzikir padaNYA

sungguh nyaman..dan indah.. sungguh besar kuasa yang Maha Esa...

Alhamdulillah.. i'm still breathing today.. May Allah bless the day of my family, friends and I today..insyaAllah...

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