confession

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Penat

Salam....


Its my secind day of placement..
so stopping my holiday for now...
got lots of work to do... 
got lots of reading to do......
got lots of learning to do..
days at placement make me realized so many things that I need to improved in being a SLT with great quality.. hoho the road is long... but yet the time speed so fast...

and I did wrong to one particular person...

and I admit I was wronged.

Bianne... 

until then take care =P
ada masa nanti I will tell you some of the interesting cases I saw with the strokeess... =)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The monologue of my heart





" 7 hours apart is hard enough... 
being further is even more harder...
yet the pain of waiting is even more unbarring for this aching heart
and now I am making it worst or perhaps even more difficult?
all I can say is I'm Sorry...." 






Saturday, June 12, 2010

home...

Salam

I'm home finally............ well at least from yesterday haha... just malas la nk update coz nk chill2 dgn fam dulu

kalau nk more update about my arrival here...  you can read chika blog.. =) 
thnx yea friend for waiting!! and sila dtg umah and claim your present =P 
oh yea... jgn lupe janji cndle-light dinner kerang rebus kter yea... 
I only have a few weeks bfore I start my next placement,,, maka time free ni kene gune dgn optimum!!! 
Aja-aja

hurm so normal la kn.. dh lame duk tempat bersejuk.. 
maka kondisi saya sekarang ni sedang menyesuaikn diri dgn humid heat of Malaysia =)
and my biological sleeping clock is still not organised.. x leh tidur and sleep like around 5 for the first day here, then at 4 last night... 
woke up bfore 7... fr subuh and can't sleep after that... and slept soundlessly at 2 pm .. can this be call Jet lagged? cause to be honest I don't think the jet lagged affect me much.. Lol,,, cause it could be my obsession watching and playing ps3 at night... 

So since I am home..... 
I would want to fulfilled my holiday wish..

and to houri..: sorry can't cntct you yet..wait until I have my num k.. if I ever get to buy asap
but soon we shall meet!



Sunday, June 6, 2010

Protest against Israel for Gaza


Salam...

Alhamdulillah... this week saya dapat menyertai protes for gaza utk kali ke3.. uhuhu
sungguh kagum dgn semangat locals people here yang memperjuangakn hak hak humans right dan membantu our brothers and sisters in Palestine.  
Apabila saya pergi ke short demo on Monday last time, ada beberapa speakers yang tampil kehadapan utk menyuarakan kemarahan mereka terhadap kekejam yang dilakukan oleh yahudi zionist laknatullah..
One speaker yang menyebabkan saya sebak dan malu terhadap diri saya sendiri is a statement of an old lady who said" I will standup for the Palestinian until the day I die!!!" kagum dgn semangat beliau =( nak pupuk semangat macam itu juga!
Then I also met a sisters who have been to Malaysia and I was surprised plus ashamed when she said "I did a protest in front of McD and Starbuck with my friends, then the police came and told us to go away, is protest not allowed in Malaysia??"  I didn't know what to say.. she's right, Malaysia government are not open with all of this stuff.. not as open as here.. Here the peace protest are joined by families, childrens, old people, and even the disabled people... it's supported by many organisations, the government, the members of parliaments, students and etc. It's not just joined by the muslims, infact.. the majority of them are  local people of Scotland. Besides that.. about 5000 people attend the protest.. and around 20,000 in London.. I was soo amazed.!! Just hope that all the goverments  takes actions!! hope Malaysian government also take action, and its not just because there are Malaysian's on board on the flotilla.. but for the sake of our brothers and sisters in Palestines...

This reminded me of what Aqtar always said during usrah...we n most muslim are selfish yang hanya fikir own family and NOT for our other brothers and sisters who are in pain..   sedih juga melihat certain people still careless about these issues.. and still selfish to make sedeqah for those in needs.. I'm saying this to remind myself too... lets try and be a better muslim .. more doa' are needed for the Ummah and the Palestinians... we also need to boycott those Israel's companies and products!! 













taken from Iman =)


taken from Iman again =)

The effort of a child ... also by Iman


This picture is taken by my friend Nurul Iman: potraying one whole family came!

also from Iman..coz she has dslr =P


Lets take action together ok!! 

ke tanah suci

Salam

Semalam.. dengan izin Allah, ummi dan abah telah pun berangkat ke tanah suci Mekah untuk menjalankan ibadah umrah.. 
semoga ummi dan abah selamat sampai dan pulang,.. 
saya sedih sebab tak dapat nak menghantar kedua ibu bapa ku di airport, salam dan kucup mereka.. uhuhu
insyaAllah lagi 3 hari anakanda pulang dan akan menunggu ummi dan abah yea...
selamat mejalankan ibadah.. semoga ummi dan abah di rahmatiNYA
semoga ibadah ummi dan abah di kota suci di terima dan diredhaaiNYA.. 
Ya Allah tempatkan kedua-dua ibubapaku di JannahMu.. 
amin.
InsyaAllah,.. semoga saya juga dimurahkan rezeki utk ke tanah suci.. amin.. sambil itu masih banyak kelemahan diri yang perlu diperbaiki =''(


gambar ini diambil oleh adikku Mohd Naqib.. 
yg kini sudah memiliki blog setelah setahun saya memujuknya utk mempunyai blog yang aktif hehe
to Naqib, semoga thabat  dan istiqamah meneruskan perjuangan anda yea.... =)


To my family: I Love all of you.. I will be home soon... insyaAllah 
see you then ..xxx

wassalam

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Traveller..

" If I have all the money in the world.. I will go and travel around the whole world to see The All Mighty creation, However.. remember we ourselves is one of God finest creations!"




Cuti-cuti Summer 2010

Sorry lama x update.. 

Supposed to update pictures of previous holidays to Brussels and Amsterdam.. but really lazy to orgamised the photo.. perhaps 1000+ picture all together..! 

Brussels is a nice town to visits.. the buildings showed the Europe-ness =) 
one thing that is A MUST!! is for you to taste those belgium waffles... sangat sedaaaappp!! 
Kami makan 2 kali kot... I regret for not eating it the 3rd time.. but make sure ada tisu with you.. kami sangat comot when eating it.. smpai ke tudung n jacket pun ade kesan chocolate syrup.. lol



nampak sedap kan kan kan?? mmg sedap pun tau!! 

memorable place in Brussels is The Grand Place.. ada museums, and tempat people just hang around drink coffee.. in fact leh baring2 or duduk2 atas jalan2 die.. 
disini la juga tempat kami ber-cam-whoring by doing facial expression!! 



GRAND PLACE waktu malam

and then other place kena visits if u have the chance will be Mini-Europe..
ada model2 bangunan eropah yang terkenal which is within the European Union 
Its interesting but can be a bot boring.. but then it's facinating, coz the historian artist who are assigned to do these models did a good job...It's very detailed!

Then Amsterdam

I like the town outside of amsterdam..kami pergi ke kampung nelayan yang agak maju disitu.. called The Volendam dan kami juga pergi ke tempat membuat kasut kayu holland, kilang keju dan windmill...
dari kecil, selalu rase nk pergi tempat mcm ni.. and the countryside is just beeeaaauuutiful!!! 
Its was lovely.. although all of us are tired, sbb xda tempat tinggal maka terpksa tidur di tepi jalan .. resulted x cukup tido and skit kaki..  we still had the chance to experienced the country side there.. =) so it was pretty worth it! Kota Amsterdam pula.. terkenal dengan canal2 dia yg lawa.. ada penduduk yg mempunyai rumah boat which have different designs dan juga tempat yang famous utk berbasikal satu kota =)



Marken going to valendam =)



in volendam =) and ikan dia sngat fresh!! sngt sedap!! 




cheese!!! yang sangat sedap!! i tried all the cheese... uhhu
even msuk 2nd round lagi!




Kasut2 kayu holland.. x beli pun sbb mahal sngt and sakit kaki je kalau pakai lol
lagi best pakai selipar kayu jepun tu =P


windmill!! time upload gmbr ni.. gmbr ni jdi cacat sikit.. 
mls dh nk upload blik.. maka terima la seadanya yea =)

the downside of it was... It was rather dirty.. at some point the main streets will be full of rubbish! such an eye-sore!! and as we all know..kota amsterdam terkenal dengan freedom peace.. yang sangat x msuk akal.. 
people say, whatever you can't do in other place you can do in Amsterdam, or people who never smokes, will try and smoke there! baju-baju, mug, apa2 je la.. pnuh dgn unsur2 yang x senonoh..  
orang kata mereka modern, tpi it's just sooo un-civilized. 
kawan2 saya dan saya, tak pergi pun kat tempat pelacuran tersebut, walaupun kami sesat di jalan tersbut  
But its a fact that semua org tahu that, sex, drugs, & alcohol.. destroys people!!







overall it was fun!! =P



baru belajar buat collage and masking guna adobe photoshop.. seblum ni xde mse nk blajar mende ni uhu 

wassalam

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