the memories...

just wanna dedicate this song to my special friends 

you know who u r right~~~

a step closer

salam

Today we received news of our kyuem senior mas afzal due to cancer
I only him once during MOC in 2008
yet another pejuang dijemput Illahi
may his ruh be bless by Him- alFatihah
Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un

this is his thought http://masafzal.blogspot.com/
please read n u know what i mean
n for me while
fighting with cancer he is still strong in sharing n finding knowledge


as today I'm a year older
its also a reminder that life is short n we r a step closer to death.

Tahun Baru...

Assalamualaikum wbt

I'm not the best person to say this.. as I am myself weak...

people have said that once u feel u r getting weaker.. u have to fight it.. and its not by depending and getting support from others.. but to look within ur self.. muhasabah within u..and ur relationship with Allah,..

As I  said.I'm reminding me self.. but Hopes... Strength and Hard work.. And Doa' 

will perhaps lead us a better year this year.. 

Have..a...

 Sweet and Bless Maal Hijrah...

1432 H

counting days

Assalamualaikum... 

Hari ini 3 September.... pejam celik pejam celik.. dah nk kene balik Edinburgh dah ='( huaa... uhu 

so the countdown now.. ada 13 hari lgi =(

Balik ni x pgi mane sngt pun.. duk umh.. pergi kerja.. shopiing bnyk kot tau ni.. 

blik kmpung... duk umh... erm tolong mak? membantu sikit.. tpi since my kakak sulong ade dirumah.. memang die la boss mengemas lol.. x leh nk usik.. sebab saya dan along jauh berbeza.. bnyk perbezaan pendapat.. in other word not in common.. nanti ade peperangan dalam rumah..

ok.. now 1:23am.. hujan lebat... saya buka tingkap.. so terasa agk sejuk mlm ini.. 

juga sudah masuk malam ke-23 Ramadhan..  fasa ke-3 dlm bulan mulia ini..hari pembebasan dari api neraka..

My ummi memberi peringatan  dan pesanan petang xdi:

pada akhir-akhir ramadhan ada 3 golongan yang tidak diampunkan Allah

1. Golongan yang meminum arak

2. Golongan yang menderhaka terhadap kedua-dua ibubapanya

3. Golongan yang memutuskan hubungan sillaturahim

Mudah-mudahan kita diredhai dan diampunkan dosa-dosa..

sesungguhnya kita hanya manusia yg lemah

Mudah-mudahan terhindar dari golongan2 yg tidak disukai dan dimurkai Allah

Jom.. tingkatkan Ibadat kita!

*YeaY*

Assalamualaikum Everyone.. 

n Salam Sejahtera

Finally... Saya boleh tarik lafas lega *tarik nafas-->hembus nafas* 

nak tahu kenapa?? hehe kalau x nak tahu pun saya nak bagithu juga =P

sebab my real summer holiday has finally started!! 

because I had completed my Summer Placement... yeay.. but the feelings now are really mixed!!.

 sebab sedih terpisah dgn very very cute uncle and auntie uhuu, supporting clinician,...

and welcoming physio students and staff.. this experiences will never be forgotten.

Oh ya..FYI.. for those yg nak tahu what kind of placement I did:

Patients: Adults with previous stroke incident a.k.a stroke survivors- in a day jumpa around 11-14 patients trust me .. it can be tiring... and this is just therapy.. 

[I solute those doctors yg jumpe many2 many patients in a day...(^_^)/ tabik spring punye...]

Caseloads: Swallowing and communication difficulties i.e. dysphonia, dysarthia, aphasia and dyspraxia and some head injury... the errors occur due to either mild-moderate or severe damage of the left hemisphere of the brain... and I  SOOOO need to study the brain and neurology again adeih... =_=  

Plus Cognitive psychology (urghhhh .. kelas yg selalu saya dan teah elak) as ada kaitan with the cognitive neuro of the brain!!! thanks for our brilliant lecturer Pak Cik Robb... uhu yg menyebabkn saya selalu pnteng kelas beliau... uhuks..  

types of activity: therapy and intervention... part that I love!! devise a session and therapy our clients....

And so... a month have past... and the 31 days of placement is now over...

Maka.. sekarang saya mahu rancang utk aktiviti lain.. =) mudah mudahan aktiviti berfaedah...

oh yea... walaupun dah semi-final in this holy month Ramadhan...

Hope it's not too late to ucap selamat berpuasa too all my friends and family...

selemat meningkatkan amal dan ibadah..

jgn pk raya lagi tau... =) <3 <3

Protest against Israel for Gaza

Salam...

Alhamdulillah... this week saya dapat menyertai protes for gaza utk kali ke3.. uhuhu

sungguh kagum dgn semangat locals people here yang memperjuangakn hak hak humans right dan membantu our brothers and sisters in Palestine.  

Apabila saya pergi ke short demo on Monday last time, ada beberapa speakers yang tampil kehadapan utk menyuarakan kemarahan mereka terhadap kekejam yang dilakukan oleh yahudi zionist laknatullah..

One speaker yang menyebabkan saya sebak dan malu terhadap diri saya sendiri is a statement of an old lady who said" I will standup for the Palestinian until the day I die!!!" kagum dgn semangat beliau =( nak pupuk semangat macam itu juga!

Then I also met a sisters who have been to Malaysia and I was surprised plus ashamed when she said "I did a protest in front of McD and Starbuck with my friends, then the police came and told us to go away, is protest not allowed in Malaysia??"  I didn't know what to say.. she's right, Malaysia government are not open with all of this stuff.. not as open as here.. Here the peace protest are joined by families, childrens, old people, and even the disabled people... it's supported by many organisations, the government, the members of parliaments, students and etc. It's not just joined by the muslims, infact.. the majority of them are  local people of Scotland. Besides that.. about 5000 people attend the protest.. and around 20,000 in London.. I was soo amazed.!! Just hope that all the goverments  takes actions!! hope Malaysian government also take action, and its not just because there are Malaysian's on board on the flotilla.. but for the sake of our brothers and sisters in Palestines...

This reminded me of what Aqtar always said during usrah...we n most muslim are selfish yang hanya fikir own family and NOT for our other brothers and sisters who are in pain..   sedih juga melihat certain people still careless about these issues.. and still selfish to make sedeqah for those in needs.. I'm saying this to remind myself too... lets try and be a better muslim .. more doa' are needed for the Ummah and the Palestinians... we also need to boycott those Israel's companies and products!! 

taken from Iman =)

taken from Iman again =)

The effort of a child ... also by Iman

This picture is taken by my friend Nurul Iman: potraying one whole family came!

also from Iman..coz she has dslr =P

Lets take action together ok!! 

OFF SICK

Salam... 

I'm off sick this week.. 

Thought of the day: 

Ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara

muda sebelum tua..

kaya sebelum miskin..

lapang sebelum sempit..

sihat sebelum sakit...

hidup sebelum mati...

Time sakit2 ni baru pk hal2 ini bkn?? fitrah.. manusia mudah lupa dan alpa? uhuh

time sakit baru kita hargai nikmat sihat.. nikmat masa lapang yg ada.. anugerah nikmat hidup yg diberi... nikmat rezeki yg dicari.. nikmat kekuatan fizikal yg dianugerah Allah.. sebab bila sakit la .. kta sedar.. we r too weak to do work.. mse nk skit bru la terkial2 nk siapkn assgnment.. ke etc.. mase skit . baru pk.. bnyk mnde nk wat.. dan merungut ketidak selesaan uhuhu 

  sedangkan bila sihat... kite jadi LUPA... sbb x skit kita mmbzir masa begitu saje.. uhuhu..

Thank you Allah.. for reminding me .
n forgive me for all my sins..=( 
 ameen

Ps: My ummi pun demam selesema n batuk.. sume virus 3 in 1 tu uhu... 

me n my mum mmg shti sjwa hehe..

ummi pun cepat smbuh yea..
syafakillah.. (^_^!)

love u mum.. muahx.

Results

Salam

Sempena semester 2 sudah bermula ni. maka keputusan peperiksaan sem 1 pun keluar.. 

melihat status masing-masing..  semua mengucap alhamdulillah.. kerana bersyukur dgn apa yg diperolehi... 

Walaupun ada yg dpt result x ok pun. wajar juge kita mengucap alhamdulillah dan tidak bersedih hati,,.. kerana ia juga satu dugaan dan ujian buat kita utk bersabar dan mencuba lagi.. supaya aiming pada yg terbaik...! and Allah sediakan yang terbaik utk hamba-hambaNYA.. 

Result yg baik juga boleh jadi stu musibah sekiranya kita riak dan bangga tanpa mengingatkan diri bahawa semua ini rezeki yang dikurniakan Allah utk kita... Astaghfirullah..astaghfirullah astaghfirullah.. 

Maka.. alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. segala pujian bagi Mu, Ya Allah...

"Ya Allah. guide me to the right path.. that is bless by You.. ameen"

F.R.I.E.N.D

Salam...

What does friend mean? 

Kalau ikut kamus-kamus yg wujud.. berbagai-bagai definisi wujud untuk mentafsirkan maksud kawan.

maka apa maksud kawan?? 

kawan baik??

I would say a friend is someone you trust, someone we have chemistry with, someone who understand you, someone who share moments, memories in every way.. 

during sadness, happiness, craziness, excitement

someone who gave you advice, someone who misses you

someone who you never get bored with, who keep in touch with you even tough you are apart.. 

friends are the one who contribute to some of your personality..

I must say .. honestly... I know a lot of people.. but I only have  some  friends.. and have a few best friends

who you might consider them as friend.. may turn out to be someone who doesn't want to be friend with you..

some one who may lost contact with you... someone who backstabbed you... and so on.. T-T

a best friend of mine once asked me.. 

H: 'iffah, kenapa nak kawan dgn aku?'

Me: hurm.. kenapa tanya?

H: Sbb,.. ape la yg aku ada... aku xde pape utk kasi kat ko..

Me: kene ade reason ke nk jdi kawan?

YUP.. do we have to have a reason to be friends with somebody?? 

Generally... certain people maybe ade reason.. 

contoh.. sbb dia kaya..

sbb dia famous..

sbb dia bijak..

sbb dia cool.. and so on..so on...
WHAT is the point?? if there are reason to be friends with,. then I'm sure it wouldn't last long..
accept if you love her as friend because of ALLAH... 

Sooo to answer my friend question here ... 

It's not the reason that I want something from you that I am your friend.. I'm your friend, I like being your friend,.. because I know you are sincere in being my friends...  u may say that u never give me anything.. but actually you already gave me lot just for being my friend.. thus.. hihi soo nak skema sikit..

 I would like to take this peluang in my own blog to say..

 Thank you Wan Nur Ashikin Binti Wan Abdul Aziz  for sincerely being a good good friend of mine..!! n I love all my friends even tough some had forgotten me uhuhu!!

BFF hehe forever k??!! 

and thanks to chikkaa...... for being such a crazy friend too.. =P hehe..  

SORRY SBB SELALU MEMBEBEL KAT KORANG.. NEXT TIME i SHULD BE NAG!! HIHI

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."- anais nain

^_^

Life

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful...

Assalamualaikum... 

..Semalam saya diperingatkan about how precious our life is... and the deeds within it.. 

..thus we should improve for the better..

..we never know when the angel of death will come to fulfill its duty..

..it can be today, it can be tomorrow..or soon.. 

.. I just reminding myself and hopefully others too.. 

and hope i have the strength to even change the utter most weakness within me..

~It is from Him we come from, and to Him we shall return~

Hopefully I won't waste the time He has given me

Oh Allah, forgive our sins and bestow us with your mercy

ameen

Senyuman itu sedekah

Salam... Alhamdulillah, today is a sunny day in edinburgh.. sunny day always makes people cheerful.. while gloomy day makes people all moody.... uiks.. but y don't we, ourself make ourself cheerful by smiling... no matter how hard life is... smile and sedeqah with ziqir.. insyaAllah.. we will be calm and cheerful yet motivated all day =) 
indeed... it's true.. that 'life is not easy' 


pray to Allah.. that hopefully.. Allah will ease our way to success and safety in the world after and the earth.. ameen.  


p.s my mum always said that by smiling . it can make us 'awet muda' hehe.. which is kind of true.. if we are always mad and grumpy.. it will certainly make ur face wrinkle hehe..
so everyone.. lets smile today... and make our life worth while and motivated!! 
BERUSAHA!!!!  
lagu nie sedap.. charlie chaplin nyanyi.. and dinyanyi oleh westlife  
Smile though your heart is aching Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by 
If you smile through your fear and sorrow 
Smile and maybe tomorrow 
You'll see the sun come shining through for you  


Light up your face with gladness 
Hide every trace of sadness Although a tear may be ever so near 
That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying? 
You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile 
That's the time you must keep on trying Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile If you just smile