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Saturday, April 24, 2010

personal update

Salam...

Blog yang telah lama tidak diupdate.. uhu
sangat sangat busy lately..
being a speech and language therapy student is not easy..
mt time management is all over the place..

well.. lately.. there are a lot of stuff in my mind..
 All assignment due dates is this month and next month..
plus my class have not yet finish until next week..next week is suppose to be reading week for exams since exams starts next week.. but due to the snow last time, some lecturers were sick and trap so we have to replace the class because there isn't any space last few weeks due to regular classes.. 

Here are some info of my 2nd sem..
Class from Monday - Friday...
Starts at 9.15.. meaning having to catch the bus at 8 every Monday is dreadful..
ends beyond noon usually..
lots of theory and practice.. which I loved.

Plenty of assignments... which I hate. Trust me.. my last assignment where I put lots of effort from placement was frustrating so I am not going to talk about that.
recently.. submit the 21st April assignment. which was quite enjoyable to write.. hopes I got good mark..although I'm not hoping much, but a good mark or a pass will make me thankful. 
This Monday.. assignment to submit  has been done last week.

Oh ya.. My phonetic Viva is on the 3rd of May, what do I have to do??
Basically perform the phonetics symbol given, and then explain and the theory of symbols it, vowels, and also disordered sentences performance.. plus 
I am nervous.. but still hope to do well in it.. it has been a tongue twister practicing the sounds.. uhu and I still need to practice it. 

formative test for phonetic transcription is next week.. 29th April.. 
nothing to say about this one.. tawakkal to Allah

4th May is the crucial poster examination..
Alhamdulillah.. I got productive group members, so we had finished the experiments earlier in order to design the poster, thus, our poster is done and only needs printing =)

5th May... 
examination on disorder communication of cleft palate, stammering and developmental verbal dyspraxia..
but only one case history will come out.. so I hope dev. verbal dyspraxia come out.. since I had been reading about it lately..  but still.. need to prepare for another 2 just in case...

12th May..
exam for the eating, swallowing, and drinking disorder.. I like this module...
but its a lot to digest for the exam.. and still under progress for revising it.

14th May.. to submit the portfolio and the cognitive psychology assignment
hurm.. not thinking about it yet..

This is just it.. then the summer holiday will start...

and Praise to Allah.. I have my clinical placement settle in Malaysia,.
The ticket had been bought.. and the date had been set up..
With Allah will... will start placement on 28th of June.. and end it around August.. 
Its somewhere in KL.. and this time it's an adult placement.. with stroke, and dysphagia,..

got to perform the best this sem.. at least hopes it is better than last sem.. walaupun my grades had been distorted by one assignment uhu


I know this is nothing compared to all the medical student and others yg ade bnyak n banyak of modules and stuff to memorized!! thus I am thankful enough to be tested with this.. =)

AJA-AJA FIGHTING..!

mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan urusanku oleh Mu- Ya Allah..














Thursday, March 25, 2010

suke-suke

salam

video ni dh lama dah.. my dear best friend kasi. hehe
comey..comey..
leh aerobic sesama nieh 
kn houri-chan??
 ai shi te ru. Houri!!

Colours of malaysia



Last week...
there was colours of Malaysia event...
all that hustle and bustle of practising for dikir barat was over...
satisfied feelings perhaps?

back to school and assignment before the holiday start...
where am I going this easter holiday..?? the answer is.. 
it's a secret..

The pictures will tell you about the events.. =)


Dikir Barat- guess where i am?? ehehe

zapin
bamboo dance

actors and actresses
chinese fan dance
Sumazau
Tarian piring from hariot-watt-ers
Indian Dance
The curtain call =)

after event stuff =P





overall it was a pretty success event.. 
do come again next year ok...

OK.. I need to go to Tesco and buy stuff.. Apparently, Vincent is doing PotLuck.. Soo.. I wanna make roti sardine.. I guess.. as an appetizer.
Got To Go..

Wassalam

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Risau =$

Salam

Ramai students dah  membeli ticket utk pulang ke tanah air..
dan ramai juga sedang mencari-cari pilihan airline yg berpatutan utk dibeli..
Saya pun ada browse sikit2.. tapi saya x boleh tetapkan tarikh lagi =(
 sebab I have summer block placement during the summer.. and it will take up 3 weeks from my holiday..
well first we have a choice to go where we want on the list ( either anywhere in UK, Canada, Uganda, Australia, the Caribbean.. and Singapore, as there are some seniors who had went there). 
I, on the other hand, tried and take opportunity to choose Malaysia for the clinical placement.. since I am going to work there after all, so the experienced there can definitely help me to understand more about the systems and the way SLTs worked in Malaysia.. 
However, like most of my classmate.. I am still waiting for the confirmation.. whether my request is accepted or not =( thus.. if it's not yet confirm then, I can't start and buy tickets back home since I DON'T have the exact date to go back =(... plus my 2nd choice is Singapore, uuhu and my 3rd choice is somewhere in the UK.. 
Thus.. I AM SOO SOO WORRIED!! because I don't know where I am going... Coz what if.. I simply bought the tickets even tough the placement dates are not confirm n then it turns out that my placement was earlier than that.. or worse what if.. I bought the tickets now.. and it turns out that I didn't have a place back hoem and have to do somewhere else?? huahuaa

all this  thought is bugging me.. seriously.. hati x tenang pk mende2 nieh...

I can only hope Allah gives what's best for me..
so that where ever my placement will be.. 
sume dipermudahka urusan oleh Nya... 
after all
there must be hikmah behind all this right... 
ameen


Thursday, March 11, 2010

tidur tidur...

salam..

rasanya hari ini hari yang paling banyak saya tidur.. rasa penat sangat..
ada kelas pagi xdi.. the first 30 min.. alhamdulillah segar lg.. tp lps tu.. mata trus nk tertutup..
puas dh cube besarkan mata.. tu la 2nd sem ashik nk ttdo dlm kls je...
ingt ke pg xdi klu duk dpn sekli .. yg tol2 dkt board tu x ngantok.. tp leh gk ttdo.. maaf yea cikgu klu tnmpk sye tdo.. sungguh mata ku dh cuba bertahan.. =$

then later today since my 1 o'clock lcture was cncel..
i went n do some assgnmnt research in library..
kul 3 lbih tu blik dh..
b along the journey.. in the bus i slept n slept
x hirau dah org lain nk ckp pe huhu
pdhl smlm rse dh tdo ckup jam dh

smpai termamai.. nyaris2 terstop kt earlier bus stop sbb ingt dh smpai hhuu 
then pe lg...
blik2 tu trus tdo .. smpai kul bpe nth haha

i guess its time to get some work done..ne  aaiii

bring it on!! coz got to prepare for labs tomorrow...

permudahkan urusanku ya Allah... 




Thursday, March 4, 2010

tears

Beberapa hari ini.. walaupun di bumi Edinburgh ini amat sunny... yet the surrounding and the wind is still cold.. as cold as my heart, my tears secreted like a heavy rain..as its like a thunder that struck me behind my back...
and so.. I'm in pain...='( 
saya berasa sangat sedih.. sedih pada diri sendiri yang tidak pandai menjaga hati orang ...  sedih kerana saya selalu memikirkan diri sendiri.. sedih keran saya selalu mengeluarkan kata-kata tanpa memikirkan akibatnya,, maka sekarang saya bertambah sedih.. amat sedih.. 
kerana takut saya tidak dapat bergembira lagi ..,
saya x nak kehilangan orang yang saya sayang.. 

mode: rindu my loves ones.. 

ummi ..abah.. ifa x leh call umah lgi deh.. 
kena jage2.. sbb phone bill bulan ni dah melambung uhuhu 
miss my family..
love u uhuhuhuks =( 

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Recent update~~


Salam....

I was meant to update some stuff I did at the weekend but I was too lazy n couldn't be bother to write it ..I wasn't really busy,. but it's more like pretending to be busy uhuhu..
I guess my flatmate are right to label me as an anti-social especially if I lock myself in the room.. but the truth is in that cosy room of mine.., I myself don't know what exactly I'm doing...perhaps just browsing trough webs, watching some korean drama.. or indulge myself in reading naruto comics.. yet worst I am now addicted to the facebook fantasies of being an airline manager n day dreaming of having tons of plane travelling around the world and making billion bucks of money....
(=_=!) It seem that I have not yet woken up from my sleep...

Once I have woken up.. perhaps I will realized that instead of making fake money and buying 'fake' plane.. all of them will be replace by tons n tons of notes.. and reading that I still need to catch up with~~ Indeed..there are no easy way in life. 
Enough with the emotional and confuse feeling of mine =)

The past weekends, my friends and I went to Dunddingston Loch, which is situated in Holyrood Park, but at another side of Arthur Seat. There is nothing much there.. but the Subhanallah.. the view of the lake and the day it self.. give a such a tranquility and peaceful feelings... 
I Like it..!!
Than we walk from the lake to Craigmillar Castle .. It was perhaps a few kilometers walk... =) 
Tiring yet good exercise.. but its a pity tho.. cause we only saw the castle from the outside.. because the castle was close by 4.30 pm... my personally view about the castle.. hurm.. It looks very mysterious and ancient in a way.. haha..
After that we head back to take the bus from Royal Infirmary Hospital.. 

However, on Sunday.. me n my friends, when and ate KFC..as they are giving a halal trial for the KFC.. because of the kejakunan for not being able to have KFC for a long time.. we end up eating the KFC varity bucket there, and take away some Zinger meal home.. 
You know what that means right??
It means there goes my good walking exercise to waste on saturday.. (+_+!)

here are some pictures!






PS: I like to put bigger picture in my blog but its disoriented my blog layout.. 
sooo... Its just another excuse to announced that I have a Tumblr page!! soo I can put the photo I want to..
and personally I don't like using flikr anymore =P

This is my link =)

Have a nice day =)


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