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This is my family =)

and I love them so much....

from left: me... abah.. ummi.. along

left bwh: nana.. ikhram.. and naqib

I love them all dearly much....

Semoga Allah merahmati mereka semua =)

hari ni saya xde kelas..  mcm gembire sikit =)

tapi kene gi uni.. sbb buku sume dh smpai due date.. nk renew tpi x leh dh huhuahua

buku-buku yg perlu dihantar... =$

.Then dah temu janji dgn Teah nk lunch sme kat food for tought...

then nk gi library wat research sat.. =)

Hopefully after that saya n Teah nk gi menziarah hana, kak huda, razeen, mimi n iman kat Raudah,.

dengar-dengar hana nk masak mee bandung yea???

=) nyum-nyum.. sedap nyer hehe <3 <3

dats all... take care sume

wassalam

kasih ibu dan ayah

salam....

Pagi ni.. ifa naik la bus mcm bese.. kul 8.00 am ..

perjalanan ke uni mengambil masa 30 minit sahaja.. so by 8.30 tuh dh smpai dh..

lepas check email n webCT dh x tahu nk wat pe.. so

kat main library n sementara menunggu kelas pada kul 9.15.. leh la sye nk tulis sat neh.. =)

dalam perjalanan ke uni.. I always observed people with different personality.. lgi kanak2 yg chomel yg menaiki bus utk ke sekolah..=) comel gile.. dan ibu-ibu pula ikut mereka utk menghantar mereka..

When I saw that.. I bcome homesick.. =(

so.. now mode: Homesick gila!! padahal bru je ku call my ummi last night...

bila ibu-ibu dan anak2 mereka turun di bus stop.. I saw an indian lady mengesat tahi mata anak nya..

ibu-ibu owg putih pula.. membtulkn jacket ank nye.. dan memegang tangan mereka.. sambil memegang lunch box mereka.. . 15 minit kemudian saye ternmpk pula.. seorang ayah dikelilingan kelima-lima ank perempuannya.. utk ke sekolah...

Teringt pula ketika ifa msih kecil.. evry morning bfore ummi oergi kerja.. sarapan dan lunch box telah siap disediakan.. abah pula.. dah bersiap sedia utk membngunkn kelima-lima anknya utk kesekolah..  kerenah2 tak mau mandi la.. xnk mkn la. sume dilayan mreka.. walaupun time tu abh sibuk dgn PHDnya..

maybe mase kecik kita x pnh pun ingt pe pengorbanan mereka.. tpi yeala tehy don't even merungut pape pun..  bertapa kasihnya mereka kpd kami..

Itu bru kasih syg ibu dan ayah,,

tidak terbanding dgn lgi ksih dan syg Allah pd kami.. =(

I miss ummi and abh =(

(sekarang nk gi uni ke masak n wat breakfast n lunchbox sendiri ) uhuhuhuhuhuhuhu..

pgi nie.. ifa msk nasi goreng paprik.. n mkn salery n humus (yg beyh wat, mmg sedap)

still... I miss my mum's cooking .. uhuhuhuhuhu

P.s: I have an interview for summer block placement today.. saye nk cube dptkn prcticl kat malaysia.. walaupun Malaysia x termsuk dlm senarai negara yg ditetapkn.. iaitu South Afrixa, UK, Hong Kong, Canada, Autralia, Ireland and Singapore.

My 1st choice is Malaysia,

2nd choice is Singapore

3rd Choice is Uk...

nk pilih South Africa.. tpi ummi x kci hehehee

InsyaAllah.. doakan saya dpt wat kt malaysia yea ^_*

Aja-aja Fighting!

Mum n dad.. n family.. Love u all so much.!!

Tc neh

Wassalam

random decision..

Salam... =)

Hurm.. dh lama x tulis blog.. life bgitu bz sekali.. uhu
sorry pikah.. smpai skrng.. aku x email lgi gmbr kite kat midvel hri tuh.. bianne.. bianne =)
internet umah bru msuk smlm.. so lps nieh akn aku hntrknnya neh ^_~

semalam.. i made a random decision to go n join iman n otehr hariot watt-ders.. to go n visit a small town named St Andrew.. actually sejak last year lgi nk pergi.. sbb people say its a nice wee little town with beautiful beach...and has one of the oldest golf course in britain.
Alhamdulillah ade kesemptn juge..
we took a bus at 10.30 am.. and arrive St andrew around 12 =)
and oh my,, i definitly pick a wrong day, coz it was raining cats and dogs.. plus with a very strong wind.
ahahha.. Eddy pick us up.. and bwk kami.. 8 perempuan ke umh post grad,, for some hot tea =) thnx kak izzati for the great hospitalility =).. mmg sedap karipap, cenkodok and teh teh susu yg dibuatnya =)

Disebabkan hujan terlalu lebat,..  pjlnan tertunda sekejap... pabila hujan dah renyai2 sikit kami pun bergerak utk ke castle dan cathedral di St Andrew.. but again.. bila kluar je rumh .. hujan kembali lebat.. oh hujan.. hehe.. without wind breaker n umbrella,.. we strive trough the rain..sehingga menjerit-jerit mereka ditiup angin yg kuat.. very dramatic.. 8 pmpuan basah kuyup di st andrew's town.. hahaha.. only Allah knows how dramatic it was.. sampai host pun kene bli payung utk kmi semua.. sbb tidak tahan dgn hujan yg begitu lebat .. lol...

angin yg kuat sampai pyung pun rosak.. lol

but luckily.. dgn wheather sebegini.. we got disccount to enter the cstle n cathedral.. it was 3.60 all together.. jimat2.. =) tpi klu free lgi best kn.. uhu..
alhamdulillah.. around 3 plus we finally saw a bit of light and blue sky.. n so the rain stop...
sesi photography dibuat.. dgn berbgai2 gaya yg kreatif...

we took a lot of time to admire the cstle.. shinnga sdh tutup cstle n cathedral uhu.. x smpt nk naik tower cathedral itu uhuu.. tpi x pe.. at least we got some great photo.. even tough it was cloudy and raining..

  cathedral and grave yard ..

setelah pusing2.. kami ke mamaris utk makan.. dan pulang.. walaupun hajat dihati nk tngok uni of st andrew..which is where prince Willam used to study uhuh...that y st andrew nyer area is kinda posh hehe tpi x sempt pula.. kerana sudh gelap..

all.and all it was a tiring WET day... but full of joy,..

thnx iman =) for letting me and azwin join u..
next time.. IA.. nk gi jalan oban lak .. hehe i heard it is also a nice place to visit.. =)

until then..  bye2..  up--up and away..!!

wassalam

on placement

salam..

sedar x sedar.. dah seminggu dah start kelas.. uhuhuhuhu....

and I am still trying to blend in the fact that i am now a 2nd year student.. who will face tougher challenges trough out the course..

after a few busy and tiring day.. now I have the time to actually update something in this little diary of mine.. =) ...

today is Tuesday...

and today is when my clinical placement start... I was pretty much tired.. I was introduced with children i had never observed before. I was amused, amazed or perhaps stun with what i had experienced.

Today, I met children with autism. I have read about them before, some say they are gifted with certain talents.. and some say there have a serious problem with their personality and behavior.

They are soo good in numbers, but lacking with language development. Well I still don't know much about them.. and I'm not an expert.. but having a chance to meet and observed them, make me more thankful of who i am. and it make me realized, Allah knows what best for his creations. How people have a really good intelligibility in one area, and lack in other area, really make me wonder how unique our brain is.. i mean some people with autism are really interested or i should say obsessed with what they loved. For example, the child might love cars, thus perhaps a 5 year old with autism, can actually memorised all the car models with one go.. how amazing is that. I even met a boy who actually know all species of fish.

Subhanallah.. Only Allah knows the mystery of his creation.

I would love to tell you more about it.. but its just to0 confidential and I have to rush somewhere after this so just make it nice and simple..

Never then less... I have a very enjoyable placement.. its a good 1st clinical placement =).. have a very supporting clinician and peer who went on placement with me.

oh ya... below.. was just my weekend pictures.. I went out to look for my placement.. I when lingering about at the city center... and happily bought a new coat at new look.. but accidentally

bought a very2xx large size!!!! but I went and change it the next day,.. and are now happy with it. hari berikutnye,, pergi ke carboot.. with beyh and teah =) n beli a vase, a jcket. with hrga 1 pound only!!!! =)

and i paling best.. I bought 2 bouquet of pink and white roses with yellow and purple carnation =).. hehe sbb nk challenge teah nie.. bunga kat bilik die dh berkembang mekar.. while mine sedang berputik2.. ehhehe..

ps: walau dh duk sini setahun .. Edinburgh is still a very2x nice and beautiful city.. I just love Edinburgh.. (especially when it's warm..but its a total horror when angin Edinburgh dtg mengacau.. urgh,, )

hehe

tata.. wassalam .. here are the pictures!

kereta yang lawa lagi antique....kat dgn hotel

I just like this lamp post!

can u see an alphabet up in the sky??

A...for?? =)

subhanallah ryte =)

my beautiful pink, and white roses near my window seal! ^_~

Kawaiii!!!!!!!!!

that all...

^_^

wassalam...

kelas dah start.. new chapter had begun...

salam......

Pejam celik. pejam celik.. sudah 25 september.. dah 2 hari saya kembali ke edinburgh...

miss a lots of class... since class start since 21st of september..

arrived at my new flat by 7.30 pm.. alhamdulillah ade kwn2 yg supporting n tolong angkatkn barang2 yg distoragekn kat bilik wawan.. =) so it was less tiring for me to unpack and mengemas apa yg ptut =0)

i'm happy with my new room.. its nice and sweet =)

my cozy bed =)

. belum hias bilik nieh tol2 lgi ehhe.. my housemate pkat bli brg2 IKEA and carboot .. then i might find some cactus or plants to make my room lively =)

. disebabkan keinginan utk beraya di malaysia.. terpksa skip bebrape kelas..blik2 je.. bnyk gile info yg perlu catch up huhu. especially i'm doing clinical plcement starting next week.. hehe

and alhamdullillah.. dpt area berdekatan je.. and iA.. dpt clinician yg best!

. since I love kids!!!! alhamdullillah.. dpt wat bhagian bdk2 kcik =) with autism, down syndrome.. and asperger syndrome...

. semoga dipermudahkan ku utk mepelajari sesi2 clinical di clinic.. ameen...

. I am nervous. but I can't wait to learnt more about it..

. selain dri info2 psal placement yg bnyk i missed out.. huhu i still need to catch up Neurology, speech and hearing sciences.. and clinical linguistic lectures.. =(...

. new terminology need to be memorised!.. and lucky enuf.. walaupun missed phonetics class on wednesday... saya dpt msuk another phonetics group on thursday.. yeaay!! so x la miss learning new sounds that i'm still struggling with..ahaks.. but still it's still worth spending eid with my family..!!! miss them a lot now.. uhuhu i hope they all hve fun bck in terengganu =(...

keluarga ku..

. so hopefully trough out 2nd year nie.. a lots of experiences can be obtained!!

AJA-AJA FIGHTING!!!!

salam...

today is te 16th.. yesterday...... was the 15th.. huu..
hurm.. kegagalan menimpa diriku semalam... namun ia hanya semalam.. dan saya terima.. itula keputusan yang terbaik for me..yeala.. xde rezeki kan.. leh cube lgi lain kali =))).. insyaAllah,,,

pe terjadi semalam??? hehe.. xpe la.. biarla rahsia.. =) tahun depan saya cube lagi!!!!!!! aja-aja fighting!!!!

sedar x sedar,.. dh 26 ramadhan.. uhuhu.. time pass by so fast.. so silently.. sometimes without us acknowledge and realizing it... =(.. oh.. how precious time is.. sudahkah saya sudah cukup berusaha dlm mencapai keredhaanNYA di bulan ramadhan yg mulia ini????... sudahkah saya sudah cukup berusaha.. menghabiskan masa dirumah utk membantu dan menjga hati kedua ibu bapaku??
ku perlu bermuhasabah lgi..mudahan pada hari2 esok ku akn lebih beristiqamah..
oh Allah.. berikan ku kekuatan... ameen..

7 hari lagi.. ku akan kembali ke bumi scotland.. iA..

akan ku manfaatkan 6 hari bersama keluarga ku.. dan akan ku manfaatkan lgi masa ini... seblum syawal menjelang........hopefully.. semoga urusan dan perjalanan ku dipermudahkan.

to be continue...

Salam.. and good morning...

pada pagi yg dihiasi embun2 pagi.. seiringan dengan kicauan-kicauan burung yang sedang mencari rezeki dan berzikir padaNYA

sungguh nyaman..dan indah.. sungguh besar kuasa yang Maha Esa...

Alhamdulillah.. i'm still breathing today.. May Allah bless the day of my family, friends and I today..insyaAllah...